i have this class with a teacher named, GRACE. i drool over her perfect face. wishing that i too have such features. i find it entertaining to be jealous of her while my seatmate drew out a conclusion that i must be a lesbo. which im absolutely, might be? not in this life time. sooooooooooo anyway, she was singing ,or so i imagined her voice is just like that of a kindergarten teacher. enchanting, more fairy-like, about comparative politics." its essential blah blah blah or lalalala...for us to compare in order to study better yadiii yadiii...mimimimi... "
my point is.. i totally agree with the whole comparing-thing, but this principle or whachama-call-it won't hold true for me. because although it is but practical for me to see other blogs so as to gain knowledge, have new perspectives, aknowledge or even cuss about what other bloggers talk about... id rather not.
why?
because i hate it when im influenced by anybody's thoughts!
especially when its pat.
just recently when i saw his comment, i cant help myself and viewed his blog. and just like what i have expected of me... i--er----uh. i cant help it!
i know ,i know he is every bit a geneous as einstein was, too much, okey as marcos was, exaggerating? okey he is brilliant, fair enough? i am jealous of him, i must admit, and because of that reason, i am imprisoning myself to limit my views on my blogs alone so as to stop myself form being ridiculously envious of him and im positive that there are others who possess such utterly beautiful mind like he has. in addition to that, because their ideas are extremely great . great to the extent that i am slaved by these ideas. ultimately blinding me from what i should write or love to write.
before these writers form angry mobs by what i am expressing, i also want to be perfectly clear that im a half sane and aware that pat or any blogger didn't tie me into a tree with giant ants, or they didnt give any threats to boil, burn or eat me alive. well, im sure they arent cannibals. again, its just me. me me me me. im sure they wont fail to see my good intentions.
and so it is with enormous regret that i would not be able to read or even comment on their remarkable opinions. i'd love to say i wish you guys the best, but you already are. so chin up, put those fingers to work, wore them out if you can(fingers cross), and game on!
